All I want.

I just want my life back.

I don't want have to keep dealing with all this.

I want to be able to go out with my friend for a birthday lunch, and not cry that night because I didn't eat very well that day.

I want to be able to take her to the movies and enjoy them with her instead of being in pain.

I want to be able to do more with her than sit at a restaurant and sit at a theater.

I don't want to have to judge how good my day was by how many pain meds I had to take.

I don't want to have the thought of more upcoming treatment and detox hanging over my head.

I don't want one of my siblings singing or crying to give me an extreme headache.

I don't want to lay around all day and feel lazy.

I want to have regular body temperature and not be sweating all night when the house it set at 70 and my fan is on high.

I want to be able to remember a day I wasn't in pain.

I don't want to have to use the word want so much, because it makes me feel selfish.

All I want is my life back.